Bonfires

So many things has changed.

But today I had a little drop of the past I had lived through. Nothing about the age. It's just about the time.

I read through some older posts of mines on my exblog and realised that aWorld 2.0 has no real function. At least not the function the other one had. Which is not actually a bad thing.

This morning I did not skip a song that i usually skip on my iPod Nano. I've heard it so many times that it just makes me simply skip it. But this morning as I woke up and left L in bed I walked in the morning sunshine (there was a few at least) to the tram stop. And had the touch.

I realised how much this song did mean to me.

When I walked on my way to the tramstop I had another little realisation: I tend to push a sneaky feeling back in myself every time i walk to that tram stop: and it is the desire to take a walk in the park.

We live rather close to Népliget and esp this morning I had no tast of taking the tram but a walk instead among the trees... and as I'm writing these lines I still feel I should be right there. With music plugged into my ears and a little walk on my own.

Rapid days and work and economical issues are taking over my mind and real world has moved in my heart. But there is a little reservation of my old thoughts... and this pond is full with all the romantic little ideas I actually have about this world... those ideas which are not someone else's. But mine...

And so I must find the way to visit that pond again.

Regularly.