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The rain
>> 20090917
All day I was feeling okay.
Until just now.
The rain, which I used to like, made it through the dams and seems like the waves are washing the fields away.
Grey clouds above me, wet shirt on me and the growing puddles under my feet...
And yet I'm still in the office with the cold neon lights and checking the time when I can switch the things off and leave.
For the day it was enough. Just wanna lay. Maybe think. To be alone. And see where those thought run with the rain's rivers in the valley.
Heavy heart and tuber in the throat.
So long time no felt them.
911 - In memoriam
>> 20090912
I was there... Still remember everything.
Salute to all the heroes there and to all those who'd been lost.
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Recording
>> 20090911
So, this is the new blog type…when I try to record the actual thoughts when I have them and not just fetch them when once I get close to my computer and then just change the whole thought instead of having them said out ont he actual time when i think of them.
So we are on our way back to Budapest from Győr wit L and we are int o separate cars.
He is taking his new company car and I’m taking his old car. It had to be fixed and a family member actually know how to do these things and he is living in Győr so we took the car a couple of weeks ago (two weeks ago maybe) and now we just came here together in one single car and then now I’m driving the Toyota back home.
And since we don’t have the tickets for the highway we are taking shortcuts. Not shortcuts but cheapcuts through little villages where I’ve never been before such as Rény, Ács and then there was something like Baja… It was Bana… maybe Bana… well I’ll check it tomorrow on the map. It’s late night. Little villages. 30km/h speed limits everywhere…
So we are ont he way back home and I’m bored so I started to sing. Yes, well this is actually what I wanted to talk about. I’m not gonna show you now once as this recording will stay on me forever and will never be published. It’s just for remembering thoughts later on… For now I just had to realise that I doN’t jhave a good voice.Although a teacher might be able to do sg with me about this but I don’t believe it would be a fun idea…But anyhow I was singing ’More than words’ from Extreme… I guess, yes it was Extreme but I had to first realise I can’t sing then that I don’t even know the lyrics anymore and also evrytime I should have said ’love’ I said ’lov or ’laugh’ or sg…
Now here is a stop sign and we are takign a left turn. And L stoped in front of me, cars are comming….from down there…
So.. I’m not only loosing English but I have no ability to sing well…but I’m driving my car, uhm… his car in the darkness….
Well that’s it for now…
Will be continued…
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